UPDATE. PLEASE READ. EMERGENCY.  
(BUT FIRST- THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE WHO RECENTLY SIGNED THIS PETITION!! GOD BLESS YOU!!!!)
Tomorrow (Thursday July 9th) at noon, our storage unit is up for AUCTION. Again. This is the 3rd time. The last time this happened was mid-April.
(AND MY CELL PHONE HAS BEEN SHUT OFF FOR 2 WEEKS NOW. I HAVE NO COMMUNICATION IF I DON'T HAVE WIFI. AND EVEN WITH WIFI, I CAN'T MAKE OR RECEIVE CALLS OR TEXTS. I OWE ROUGHLY $200 (FOR 2 MONTHS). THEY WILL BE CLOSING MY ACCOUNT (AGAIN) ANY DAY NOW.)
I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN I GOT THE IDEA FOR MY ONLINE STORE THAT I LAUNCHED ON JUNE 17TH. I WAS PRAYING THAT IT WOULD HELP ME TO AVOID THIS POST. I EVEN STATED THAT IN MY POST FROM THAT DAY. I HAVE ONLY HAD 4 SALES. AND I ONLY GET A PORTION OF THAT BECAUSE OF THE WAY THAT I HAD TO GO ABOUT IT WITH ZERO DOLLARS TO START. ONLY A FEW PEOPLE HAVE SHARED THE LINK. AND I CAN'T ADVERTISE WITH NO MONEY. THAT'S WHY I'VE BEEN PUSHING IT SO MUCH ON ALL OF MY SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMS. I'VE PUT SO MUCH WORK INTO IT DAILY FOR WEEKS. AND I STILL TRULY BELIEVE IN IT. I'M PROUD OF IT. EVEN IF NO ONE ELSE IS PROUD OF ME. I THINK IT'S A POSITIVE MESSAGE, A RELEVANT MESSAGE, A GREAT LOGO, THE QUALITY OF THE PRODUCTS IS FANTASTIC, AND THERE IS A HUGE MARKET THAT IS UNTAPPED OF (HEARTBREAKINGLY) PARENTS IN MY SITUATION OF THEIR ADULT CHILDREN GOING 'NO CONTACT' OUT OF NOWHERE & FOR NO GOOD REASON. (I AM NOT REFERRING TO REAL ABUSIVE SITUATIONS.) THE AMOUNT OF GROUPS OUT THERE FOR US IS SERIOUSLY INSANE & SO SAD. AND EACH GROUP HAS THOUSANDS & THOUSANDS OF MEMBERS. IT'S ALSO SOMETHING THAT I CAN WORK ON FROM LITERALLY ANYWHERE WITH WIFI.
THE AMOUNT DUE IN ORDER TO GET OUR STORAGE UNIT OUT OF AUCTION IS $1,432.00. That includes all fees. It is an extra large double unit.
Our belongings have been there since the day of our eviction on June 22, 2024.
MINE & MY SON'S WHOLE LIVES ARE IN THERE. EVERYTHING THAT WE OWN. ALL OF OUR FURNITURE, ALL OF MY CHILDHOOD MEMORIES, ALL OF MY SON'S CHILDHOOD MEMORIES, 90% OF OUR CLOTHES, SHOES, ALL OF OUR COATS, ALL OF OUR PHOTO ALBUMS, ALL OF OUR IMPORTANT DOCUMENTS, MY SON'S SPORTS EQUIPMENT, EVERYTHING.
TWO YEARS AGO, WE ONLY TOOK ENOUGH STUFF TO FILL UP MY CAR.
BECAUSE I REALLY BELIEVED THAT IT WOULD BE VERY TEMPORARY. I THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD GET ENOUGH HELP, AND QUICKLY ENOUGH, TO GET BACK ON OUR FEET. NO HELP FROM THE STATE. YOU KNOW THE CHILD SUPPORT SITUATION. (IF YOU DON’T, PLEASE READ MY PETITION. THE LINK IS IN MY BIO.)
INSTEAD, WE BECAME HOMELESS & I HAD TO ASK A FAMILY IN OUR TOWN TO TAKE IN MY SON, THE SUMMER BEFORE HIS SENIOR YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL. AND THEN, AS YOU KNOW, MY SON WENT 'NO CONTACT' WITH ME, FOUR MONTHS LATER, OUT OF NOWHERE. WE WERE BEST FRIENDS. NO ABUSE WHATSOEVER. I RAISED HIM BY MYSELF FOR ALMOST 18 YEARS. HE HAS BEEN ALIENATED FROM ME BY ABUSIVE FAMILY MEMBERS OF MINE (BECAUSE I HAD STARTED TO SPEAK OPENLY ABOUT REAL ABUSE. IT TOOK ME 49 YEARS TO DO THAT. ALL IN MY WRITTEN STORY.) AND ALSO BY MY EX-HUSBAND & HIS FAMILY. THE SEEDS WERE BEING PLANTED FOR MY SON'S ENTIRE LIFE. IT ONLY TOOK FOUR SHORT MONTHS OF US BEING APART FOR THE VULTURES TO SWOOP IN & RIP US TO PIECES. A FAMILY UNIT UTTERLY DESTROYED...
THE MONTHLY BILL HAS LITERALLY DOUBLED SINCE THE FIRST MONTH. BUT, THEY HAVE ME BY THE YOU KNOW WHAT'S, BECAUSE WHERE ELSE AM I GONNA STORE ALL OF THIS & WHO IS GOING TO HELP ME MOVE IT ALL??? THERE'S NO OTHER OPTIONS. AND ATLEAST IT'S A CLEAN & TEMPERATURE CONTROLLED STORAGE FACILITY.
I HAVE NO ABILITY TO MAKE CALLS OR TEXTS.
THE OTHER TWO TIMES THIS HAS HAPPENED, AFTER PUTTING UPDATES OUT THERE FOR WEEKS & EVERYWHERE & REACHING OUT TO CHARITY ORGANIZATIONS, ETC, I STILL COULDN'T GET IT PAID & OUT OF AUCTION UNTIL NOT ONLY LITERALLY THE DAY OF THE AUCTION, BUT AFTER THE AUCTION STARTED. BOTH TIMES. I HAVE NEVER HAD FEAR LIKE THAT BEFORE (EVEN WHILE BEING HOMELESS). IT'S A DIFFERENT KIND OF FEAR. THINK ABOUT LOSING EVERYTHING THAT IS IN YOUR HOME RIGHT NOW. EVERYTHING. EVERY SINGLE THING FROM YOUR ENTIRE LIFE & YOUR CHILD'S LIFE.
SOMEONE WOULD BE BUYING OUR IDENTITIES.
I HAVE NEVER SHAKEN SO UNCONTROLLABLY IN MY LIFE- THAN ON THOSE TWO DAYS.
I AM BEGGING FOR HELP AGAIN. I AM PRAYING THAT I CAN SOMEHOW GET THIS PAID TODAY.
I CAN PROVIDE PROOF OF THE BILL & ANYTHING ELSE. IT CAN BE PAID DIRECTLY TO THE STORAGE UNIT ITSELF. (EXTRA SPACE STORAGE IN POMPTON LAKES, NJ)
THE OFFICE IS OPEN TODAY UNTIL 6:00. IT CAN BE PAID OVER THE PHONE.
OTHERWISE, MY VENMO IS @Tanya-Zakk
YOU CAN'T IMAGINE THE AMOUNT OF SUFFERING THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH IN THE PAST 2 YEARS. AND CURRENTLY. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
EVERY SINGLE DAY, I WANT TO GIVE UP.
I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK EVERYDAY.
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP.
AND TO THINK THAT MY IMMEDIATE FAMILY & MY EX-HUSBAND (WHO OWES 17K) AND HIS FAMILY, HAVE NOT HELPED WITH ONE MONTHLY STORAGE UNIT BILL- CONSIDERING THAT MY SON'S WHOLE LIFE IS IN THERE- NOT ONLY MINE... IS ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING. AND YES, I'VE ASKED THEM. COUNTLESS TIMES.
I HAVE NO ONE. I HAVE NO FAMILY. I HAVE NOTHING.
DO YOU KNOW THAT SINCE THE DAY THAT MY SON WENT NO CONTACT, ON 12/8/24, THAT I CAN'T EVEN SCROLL SOCIAL MEDIA ANYMORE? IT'S TOO PAINFUL. I RARELY EVER GO THROUGH MY CAMERA ROLL. UNLESS I'M WILLING TO BAWL MY EYES OUT. AND I HAVE NOT- AT ALL- LOOKED AT MY 'FACEBOOK MEMORIES' FOR WELL OVER A YEAR.
I HAVEN'T HAD A DRINK OR GONE OUT WITH A FRIEND OR ANYONE OR GONE ANYWHERE IN TWO YEARS. NOTHING. JUST THE NECESSARY FOOD STORE, GAS STATION, ETC. THAT'S MY LIFE.
*** I AM BEYOND THANKFUL FOR ALL WHO HAVE HELPED ME THUS FAR. THANK YOU!!!!! GOD BLESS YOU!!!!
TO MY MANY FRIENDS WHO SEEM MAD AT ME- IF YOU REALLY ONLY KNEW... IF YOU COULD SEE.. IF YOU COULD FEEL WHAT I FEEL EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY.
IF ANYONE HERE THAT KNOWS ME, REALLY KNOWS ME- KNOWS MY HEART, KNOWS THAT I AM A GOOD PERSON, I'M NOT A LIAR OR A THIEF OR ANY TERRIBLE THING...
LET ME JUST SAY, THAT I HAVE LOST ALOT OF FRIENDS IN THE PAST FEW YEARS. TOO MANY. LIFE IS SHORT.
IF I WERE TO PASS AWAY TODAY, WOULD YOU STILL BE MAD AT ME?
WOULD YOU STILL GOSSIP ABOUT ME?
WOULD YOU BE OK WITH THE FACT THAT YOU'VE IGNORED THESE POSTS, AS IF I'M A PIECE OF TRASH?
OTHER THAN A SMALL GROUP OF PEOPLE, I HAVE REALLY LOST ALL HOPE IN HUMANITY.
THE ONLY REASON THAT I AM STILL HERE IS BECAUSE OF MY FAITH IN JESUS, MY BELOVED CAT SONNY AND MY ESTRANGED ONLY CHILD THAT I PRAY OPENS HIS EYES SOON. OVER A YEAR & A HALF LOST WITH MY BEAUTIFUL BOY. BLOCKED IN EVERY WAY. I HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT ANY ASPECT OF HIS LIFE. NONE. AND THERE IS AN EVIL SHIELD ALL AROUND HIM.
I HAVE NOT SEEN MY SON OR HEARD HIS VOICE IN OVER A YEAR.
GOD, HELP ME.
I PRAY ALL DAY. EVERYDAY.
PLEASE. ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVEN’T HELPED AND REALLY CAN HELP... PLEASE. I AM BEGGING YOU.
I WILL BE POSTING THIS EVERYWHERE TODAY AND REACHING OUT VIA EMAIL (WITH NO PHONE) TO ANY ENTITY THAT I CAN THINK OF THAT I HAVEN'T TRIED BEFORE (I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN. I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING & EVERYONE.)
Could you share this post with anyone that you think could help me?  
Also, an update on court last Tuesday. This was the false charges/ allegations brought upon by my brother's wife. The same woman that helped brainwash my child (and brainwashed every other family member through an 18 year period.) The person who took my place. And the person that my son moved in with over one year ago.
As I posted, I wasn't able to appear because of finances. Thank God, the judge did NOT issue a warrant for my arrest for not appearing (as my sister in law had requested at the previous hearing). He rescheduled the trial for later this month. And although the judge still will not waive the Public Defender fee of $200, the public defender got back to me & told me that he actually STILL APPEARED & DEFENDED ME LAST WEEK. (I didn't know that!) And he told me that he will appear on my behalf again, even if the judge does not waive the fee. GOD BLESS THIS MAN. I AM SO GRATEFUL. HE AGREES WITH ME THAT THIS IS ALL BOGUS. AND WHEN I MET HIM FINALLY IN APRIL, HE WAS SO KIND.