Hi, everyone. PLEASE READ!
 So, for a VERY LONG TIME, I have been racking my brain, trying to think of a way to work for myself, by selling a product. I have had so many great ideas through the years, but EVERYTHING takes at least a bit of money to start. As a struggling single mom, not receiving child support, I never had anything left over for savings. Let me just say, I AM A TRUE CAPALIST AND I ALWAYS HAVE BEEN. But that being said, having not come from money, and with no college degree, and as a struggling working mother, I also learned quickly that the ‘SYSTEM’ really does KEEP YOU DOWN. When you are constantly behind on bills consistently through the years, your credit is SHOT. I have never qualified for a loan. I’ve also had a dream of owning my own store since I was eighteen years old. I won’t say what kind of store because I want to keep that dream alive.
A FEW WEEKS AGO, I GOT AN IDEA. AND I’M REALLY EXCITED ABOUT IT. IT IS A PRODUCT/ PRODUCTS TO SELL. IT IS SOMETHING THAT I CAN DO FROM LITERALLY ANYWHERE. AND IT WON’T TAKE TOO MUCH MONEY TO START.
BUT IT WILL TAKE SOME MONEY.
YES, I AM ASKING FOR HELP WITH THIS.
BUT I AM PRAYING THAT THIS IS THE ABSOLUTE LAST TIME THAT I EVER HAVE TO ASK FOR HELP.
I REALLY BELIEVE IN THIS IDEA & PRODUCT. IT IS A CLOTHING LINE FOR MEN & WOMEN. I HAVE SPENT HOURS & HOURS & WEEKS RESEARCHING EVERYTHING, INCLUDING THE TRADEMARKING, ETC. I HAVE A BUSINESS PLAN. I HAVE A BRAND NAME/ SLOGAN AND I DESIGNED A LOGO.   
AND THE BRAND/ SLOGAN IS ALSO SOMETHING THAT WILL BRING AWARENESS TO A CAUSE THAT I AM CURRENTLY DEALING WITH. (I DON’T WANT TO GIVE DETAILS! I JUST WANT TO GET THIS GOING!) IT IS A POSITIVE MESSAGE.
I WOULD BE SELLING THESE PRODUCTS ONLINE. (AND ON MY SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMS)
I AM REALLY, REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS. I REALLY HOPE THAT I CAN SOMEHOW MAKE THIS HAPPEN.
AND THEY ARE ITEMS THAT I WOULD ACTUALLY WEAR. AND PLAN ON WEARING! LOL. (I'M VERY PICKY.)
IT HAS ALSO FINALLY GIVEN ME SOME HOPE.
AS YOU ALL KNOW, I’VE BEEN DEALING WITH HOMELESSNESS FOR TWO YEARS.
AND I’VE BEEN DEALING WITH ALIENATION FROM MY ONLY CHILD- MY BEAUTIFUL SON THAT I RAISED ALONE FOR EIGHTEEN YEARS. (IF YOU DON’T KNOW MY STORY, YOU CAN FIND IT IN MY SUBSTACK ARTICLE & MY PETITION.)
THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR A YEAR & A HALF NOW. I AM STILL COMPLETELY HEARTBROKEN.
I STILL HAVE NOT HEARD FROM HIM. NOT EVEN ON MOTHER’S DAY. HE HASN’T REPLIED TO MY DAILY PHONE CALLS, TEXT MESSAGES & EMAILS.
I HAVE ONLY SEEN MY SON TWICE IN A YEAR & A HALF & THAT WAS NOT TIME SPENT TOGETHER. I HAVEN’T SEEN HIM OR HEARD HIS VOICE IN ONE YEAR. I AM DEVASTATED.
I AM ALSO STILL STAYING WITH A FRIEND, THREE HOURS AWAY FROM ‘HOME’ AND MY BOY.
I MISS MY BOY & MY ‘HOME’ SO BADLY. IT HURTS EVERYDAY. EVERY SECOND.
I BELIEVE THAT THIS CAN GET ME OUT OF HOMELESSNESS. I BELIEVE THAT IT CAN REALLY BE SOMETHING GREAT. I BELIEVE THAT IT CAN GET ME A ‘HOME’ AGAIN & ALSO GET MY CAR OUT OF REPOSSESSION.
IT IS SOMETHING THAT I CAN KEEP TAKING TO A HIGHER LEVEL. I HAVE ALL SORTS OF IDEAS FOR IT.
BUT TO START, AND TO JUST GET IT GOING, I WOULD NEED ABOUT $500.
I HAVE A LIST OF EVERYTHING THAT I WILL NEED. EVERYTHING IS IN ORDER.
I ALSO STILL HAVE CURRENT BILLS THAT ARE ALL PAST DUE.
AS YOU KNOW, ALL OF MINE & MY SON’S BELONGINGS- OUR WHOLE LIFE- HAVE BEEN IN A STORAGE UNIT SINCE WE WERE EVICTED ON 6/22/2024. ONCE AGAIN, IT’S UP FOR AUCTION ON JULY 9TH. I WILL NEED ROUGHLY $1500 TO GET IT OUT OF AUCTION.
I ALSO HAVE MY CELL PHONE BILL PAST DUE ($100) & CAR INSURANCE… (AN UPDATE REGARDING THIS, LATER IN THIS POST).
I NEED TO START MAKING MONEY QUICKLY.
I NEED MY LIFE BACK. I NEED MY BOY BACK. I NEED A HOME. A HOME FOR ME & MY SON & OUR SONNY BOY (OUR BELOVED CAT). 
I NEED TO GET MY CAR OUT OF REPO SO THAT I CAN COME OUT OF HIDING!!
PLEASE HELP IF YOU CAN!!!!
MY VENMO IS @Tanya-Zakk
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME & MY BOY.  
GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU. AND THANK YOU.  
OK, I HAVE A FEW UPDATES REGARDING SOME HELP THAT I RECEIVED BACK IN APRIL. AND ALSO UPDATES REGARDING THE RIDICULOUS, BOGUS COURT CASE THAT’S BEEN ONGOING SINCE OCTOBER. (IF YOU DON’T KNOW, THIS IS ALL IN MY SUBSTACK ARTICLE & PETITION.)
So, back in April, when our storage unit was up for auction, I had reached out to a local church from my hometown that has helped me in the past. GOD BLESS THEM!!!! They weren’t able to help me in time enough to help with the storage unit, but they were able to help me afterwards. They helped me get my cell phone turned back on, my car insurance reinstated, my car registration renewed, enough money to get me to court later that month (a six hour round trip drive) and enough left over for some much-needed necessities. I just wanted to thank them publicly. This is a church that I have never even attended. This is what LOVE looks like. That is a Christ-like church. And I am so very grateful. Thank you again.   
And lastly, an update on court. So, court was on April 28th with my sister-in-law. I spoke with the Public Defender at length, again. HE AGREES 100% THAT THIS CASE IS BOGUS & THAT SHE SHOULD DROP THE CHARGES. (FALSE ALLEGATIONS.) ALSO, A LITTLE BIRDIE TOLD ME THAT THE PROSECUTOR (REPRESENTING HER) BELIEVES THE SAME THING. THIS WOMAN IS MARRIED TO MY BROTHER. SHE, ALONG WITH OTHER ABUSIVE FAMILY MEMBERS, TURNED MY SON AGAINST ME IN DECEMBER 2024. MY SON MOVED IN WITH HER & MY BROTHER AFTER HE GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL, LAST JUNE 2025. THIS IS ALL ABUSE & COERCIVE CONTROL. SHE REFUSES TO DROP THE CHARGES AND SO, WE NOW HAVE TO HAVE A TRIAL. THE TRIAL IS IN ABOUT TWO WEEKS. HER AND I SPOKE TO THE JUDGE FOR JUST A FEW MINUTES (THE ROOM WAS PACKED- IT WAS JUST AN APPEARANCE). I REQUESTED (AGAIN) THAT THE JUDGE WAIVE THE PUBLIC DEFENDER FEE FOR ME, WHICH IS $200. I EXPLAINED MY SITUATION (AGAIN) & ALSO TOLD HIM THAT I’VE BEEN STAYING THREE HOURS AWAY. HE THEN ASKED HOW I WAS ABLE TO GET TO COURT THAT DAY & IF I HAD A WORKING CELL PHONE. I KNEW WHERE HE WAS GOING WITH THIS. I EXPLAINED HOW I HAD TO BASICALLY BEG- ONLINE- FOR HELP (CONTINUOUSLY), AND THAT A LOCAL CHURCH LITERALLY JUST PAID FOR MY CELL PHONE & THE ROUND TRIP (GAS, TOLLS, ETC). HE THEN SAYS, ‘WELL, THEN YOU HAVE THE MEANS’. I WAS FURIOUS. AND I LET HIM HAVE IT. AND I WENT OFF ABOUT THIS WHOLE SITUATION AND MY SISTER-IN-LAW, ETC. ANYWAY, I NOW ALSO NEED $200 FOR THE PUBLIC DEFENDER FEE ASAP, WITH COURT BEING IN TWO WEEKS. IT’S ALL UNBELIEVABLE. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!!!!
PLEASE HELP IF YOU CAN. GOD BLESS.