Dear All hope this finds you all well.
Especially under the circumstances as this year we can categorically say it’s been a Annus Horribles.  

I do hope you all are well and healthy as well as your families.

it’s been two years since my son was free from two hell holes St. Andrews and the priory as well as residential school. Its 10 years on December 19 when my son went to a special school.
where he’s hell and  ours started. Near death. And then at st Andrew’s in Northampton the priority where they all abused my child.
he lives at he’s home now. But it’s still two hours way in London via bus. Tubes and bus as I don’t drive, my son still not happy he begs me to come home, it’s very much as when he was at those places. People say maybe he just asking for a home visit. No. He is very clear stating I want to go live with mum. Powers that be don’t see it that way. 
I will let you know more about that later in the year. 
I haven’t brought my boy home for a visit even though it’s nearly 10 years since he left. I can’t I won’t let him suffer any more pain. He wouldn’t get back in the car if he was to go back.
The day he comes home it’s the day my son stays with me. 
again it’s he’s totally human right to family life. 
Will let you know more. 
I can say this. It’s no secret there has been many safeguards one just recent 3 very serious ,but want to know the joke? Police again dismissed it. I mean really?if  I am accused of mummy hurt ste what would happen to me? Arrest. If I attack someone I would be arrested for assault.
But police simply won’t take abuse of people with autism Learning disability or any other vulnerable  person. All the old people in care homes being abused especially those with dementia, police will do F*** All. Excuse the language. 
 I will not put up with it.

But I can say this. It was not the regular staff, they are great people.
One of The big problems is agency staff. 
Although I must say this also A lot of the agency staff are amazing and kind hearted.  
In all staff in teams across the country there’s always a bad apple unfortunately.
Totally unacceptable it’s disgusting mistreating vulnerable people.