I know you are all aware of the next court date but I'm just posting to get something off my chest.
I'm feeling angry today. I have these feelings of anger because of this dance with the system that I'm having to keep step with. It's frustrating and I feel so helpless because of it.
Summer time is kicking off soon. It takes me back to summers with my Jenny. I can't move on. I can't go on like normal, because life is never going to be normal again, even after this case is over.
I'm sorry to use this petition as a journal, but the fact remains that we still haven't gotten justice for the murder of my daughter, Jenny and her unborn baby, Evan. Yes, it's a beautiful day outside, and summer is happening and all that. But the injustice remains. It is ever present. And that's why I feel angry today. I'm taking an anger management course to help me come to terms with my emotions and grief. So, this is why I'm sharing this on the petition. There's really no one person I can share these feelings with as a grieving mother, except God almighty, and believe me, I have. I pray every day. I pray for peace and for God to take away these feelings in my heart. But the pain remains.
This is why I keep this petition open. There is no justice in the physical world. But the virtual world should know what is happening. I will continue to pray that justice be served. But even if it's not, God will punish the evil doer when it comes his time to face HIM.