Don’t know how much longer I can endure this separation.

How did you sleep? I slept well. I have some great dreams. I wish they were real. I am missing my kids so much more than I ever thought was possible. I don't know how much longer I can endure this separation. I feel completely empty inside. I hate knowing nothing of their day. The boys rarely ever write to me. I feel like they really don't even miss me. =(