I have followed all family courts orders and requirements and filed petitions and motions....and despite all the crimes by my x. despite kidnapping my child...being over a year now waiting for the trial. No matter what has been filed the guardian ad litem appointed by the judge conducted his investigation into the false allegations made against me when I denied my BM's 92% joint physical custody plan originally filed...I responded with an equal 50 50 agreement. a month later...She had her lawyer claim my car, house, job, income, drug abuse, family members my child couldnt be around....All in order to stall the case. make me look bad. and try to get her near 100% custody instead of fair 50 50 custody...Me believing fairness is why I didnt filed for any more than 50%....But after a year of the guardian ad litem receiving proof of all allegations being false...proof Ive had everything my child needs and more....proof I have a home, car, resources, not to mention have always been her primary parent since birth. She never left my arms...They didnt even accept my claim of neglect, alienation, and abuse, when I showed the dozen of emergency room visits that started just 3 days after she kidnapped my baby. and the dozen or so that followed over the next month or 2..Family court no offense but has proven to be significantly more mother oriented even if you have photos and videos of literally almost every single day of my childs life being asleep in my arms, fed by me, changed by me, sung to sleep and walked around the bed every single night, over 4000 photos and videos. And apparently until I can either get help with hiring a good attorney. or I can show everything to a jury. I have no choice but to wait. Anytime I even went over after she wouldnt answer a call regarding my child...she called the police and tried to have me arrested more than half a dozen times....I did everything for her and her other 2 children...never cheated or lied...all I ever did was try and be a good father...and til this day she has not sat with me once to speak about our child. or why she did what she did.......I cant understand a mother deliberately hurting their child if there only real goal is to hurt the father....I just dont see how that can be worth it....Its evil....and I cant believe I didnt see this side of her in the 3 years we spent everyday together.......