first milestone of 50!

It pretty bad when Crystal has to still harass me and my friends even with her being blocked. She keeps making up fake accounts. Being a bully and she has even gotten onto my daughters accounts when they have had me blocked due to them brain washing them. My daughters are not being raised right at all. The grandmother has never went by a court order. I have no vehicle neither does my mother she has had to relay on other to take her places why do you think that she is keeping Crystal and her boyfriend Jeff there to keep a legal driver around and there vehicle when she has a permit and does not drive. I will not back down or give up on my daughters. They may think I do not love them all these years when I have been there they are being told lies by the ones that are gaining up on me yet again as they have all my life. I do not use my childre the way they being used now. My mother had used me when I lived at home years ago, She used all of her kids by being on welfare and when we had jobs and my disability she use my money for her crap and not get what I needed to. That home they are living in I was the one whom was making the payments on it not my mother. My uncle Jim had make the down payment when he was with my mother. Than my mother had used my money to make the monthly payment until it was paid for. Many of you whom know me and have seen and heard things you know what is a lie and what is true. Many of you had lived next to us and been friends for many years with me and seen it. Many times my mother would call the cops all due to she would not go by a court order or even be civil to work things out without having to bring in the courts and the system. I am the one whom had petitioned the courts many many times over the 15 years more than my mother. Hell she has even tried to put order of protections on me to keep me from my daughters due to my sister and the money that comes into that home of my daughters. The family court judge denied the petition due to am there mother, there is no documents or anything saying that I have not right to my daughters. I have had joint custody all along. I have never once walked away or given him. I have had ride to go get my daughters to visitation and my mother had denied me to having them. When I was calling there to speak to my daughters on the phone there has been thing but arguing or they would make noise or kick us off the phone due to others calling in. When a parent can't have a normal conversation with their child over the phone due to others on the other end causing problems you all would not deal with it. I have dealt with so much and I have not took off or left as they are all still trying to get me to give up or to end my life. Abusers will never change or stop the cycle. Am a victim of abuse in that home by my parents and others that come in and out of that home of my so called mothers. I have tried for many years to have a mother/daughter relationship with my own mother but my siblings would make sure that I did not ever have a relationship with either of my parents. I was always pushed aside all my life. I had to stay in my room and when I had came out to use the bathroom, or to get a drink to to eat i would get abused and yelled at to get back into my bedroom. I was even in sports for school at my daughters ages. I had to give them my sports due to my abusers. My kids have not been able to have friends over at there grandmothers due to the home the way it is. The fighting all the time. When they have had a friend over they get picked on and bullied in school. Here they would have a much better healthier live. I have videos and pictures to prove how happy my daughter have been when they have been here without my so called abuser mother, my sister or any of them beside me, husband, my daughters. My husband sees right through my family just like many others do. My kids are being told lied by them in that home. They are forgetting all the good things and the fun that they have had. Every time I post an update, since Crystal is being a bully, harasser, abuser she had made up a fake account with a fake name and have signed this petition to go against it due to she is the problem as well the courts know that and see that. So she gets all the update along with the rest of you. So she find anyway she can to get to others on here and on Facebook to cause more problems. She has unblocked my daughters accounts just to get to me to run her month and say that everything is a lie when its not. I have no need to lie or make things up period. Many people whom have been abused know exactly what I am going through and what its like to be told that you will never be worth anything or make a life of yourself. But yet am married, have a three bedroom two bath mobile home, in college work part time online even with all that i have been through even after surviving a car accident that i was hit in the crosswalk in Norwich on my way to my job as a Front End Clerk at Price Chopper. To all that has signed and left comments etc thank you so much. I should of done it this way years ago. If only if my mother would stop being the way she is and be grown up, things would not of had take this route. I would not of had to go through the courts but no she was only out to ruin me and the money the hell with let me have any kind of mother daughter relationship with her or even with my daughters. The whole family is gaining up on me yet again. All due to am doing the right thing by battling to get my daughters home to be a mom. I have been busting my butt to be in there lives from day one. I have never given up or sign them to my mother to keep them from me. They are the ones whom tricked me and said that it be only I had gotten my own place on my feet. I have in my own place when I had owned my own home in Norwich for 10 years and she still did the same to me, allowing my sister to cause problems. When I have gone to my mother and even wrote her letters she still did not give a damn about me. The courts and the system are so damn blind that they can't see through them, or wake up and realize that same home and environment that my daughters are in the same one I had lived in at there age. My mother has never gotten ride of the roaches, she has bombed it a few times with bug bombs and had professionals in the home to spray and she had given it up. She claimed she could not afford it when she had all that money but she rather blow it on her damn self instead of getting a brand new home or a better place for my kids. They wanted me to get a one room apartment when no courts will give or allow any parent to have there kids part time or full time in a one bedroom apartment. I had suffered with my husband for almost a year to get a three bedroom mobile home and to save up for a down payment etc. Any questions etc please contact me there here or even on Facebook or by my email. Thanks for all ya'll help and support.