my health is going down hill just knowing my husband is on the other side of the world and cant see him kills me.  my children and i havent seen him in 4 years.  only phone calls and sending pictures by mail.  im takin medicine for my nerves and anti depressants, believe me i tried not taking them but i saw no use of running.  i have stomach ulcers due to worring all the time.  being a one parent is hard work.  i worry if no food on table.  i worry what neighborhood my children are being raised in. i worry what schools they go to. i worry if they dnt have right clothing .  i worry if they dnt grow up being strong individuals. HELP i want and need my husband its just not right this is wrong i feel like my husband was kidnapped from us. we are a loving good family who just want to be together again. GOD BLESS ALL.