i am (not mentioning) the name  of mine i am a girl who suffered since from childhood of sexual assault at the age of 8 and tortured by him like squeezing my breast after 3 years he was neighbor i use to all him bhai .After this the another Ramesh person forced fully raped me. after all this i tried to come out of this because its just a game at age of 15 i realized what exactly happen form then i tried kill myself because may have a bad age for mine. 

I tried to come of its but i faced molestation by many people in staions and lal baugh and all. In sunday 29th of september i went for a official picnic with boss and day later before i had a request that no one will take alchohol but took afer that due to my past incidences i again tried to kill myself to finsh everything because this is not helping me to coming of  my past i jumped on dam. 10 people take me out of that i am grateful of this people. 

then  i went to that farmhouse again then sir did bad touch with me everyone was drunk only one or two person didn't HAD AN ALCOHOL air was sitting close to me and my hand WAS FROM WHICH WASN'T ABLE TO SEE THAT WHAT IS GOING THEIR WAS A WOUND IN MY LEG RUBBED BADLY AND when i said i just have a inside injuries that it sir dont worry i m fine

then he touch me everywhere on left side and press it and put his hand on shoulder

After all this things happened i was feeling i want to die this is too much i cant bare more of this this is enough so tried to jump in nadi but one was around the most thing why i dint know i got freeze if somebody touch me. because of all this now i am suffring from sever depression. and ate whole medicine and sat to another care he said come with me i said no u had bad touched me . later i asked one friend to give me a drink because this i can may die. I never get any kind of positive respond against all this now i also i am here but my counselor told me you are to change something.

now i have question with all of you if you are in my place then what you can do ...please let me know