Oct 4, 2012 — Today I had my monthly visit with my children. It always brings me down when it's time to watch them leave. I will never get used to watching my children be driven away by someone else. It's really heartbreaking. My mother made the trip up here from Atlanta to see them. She is trying to get the boys placed with her until all of this can be resolved. I would not be against her getting custody. She has been approved by the CPS agency in her county, but the folks in my county haven't agreed to send them yet. We all just want my sons to be out of the foster system. She was approved to be a custodian in May. It's October, and my sons are still in a foster home. It's BS.