Regarding repayment of education loan

Regarding repayment of education loan
Why this petition matters
Good Afternoon sir, I'm R. Kavitha shalini,I have completed BSc nursing in Bangalore in 2008-2012, through education loan given by our government, I'm the first graduate in my family, my father is two wheeler mechanic now he can't able to work since he met accident, today I received call from reliance bank located in Chennai to repay the loan amount with interest.Total amount I received from state bank is 1,75,000 but the bank is informing to pay 4,00,000.Actually I didn't receive any intimation from bank for past 10 years, suddenly they are telling me to pay the total amount. Due to some health issues I didn't go for job more than seven years, now only I started to work by leaving my small kids, my husband is carpenter he also lost some money in business and no proper income due to affect of corona, now my husband and childrens are in vellore and I'm in Bangalore staying in hostel in search of money to overcome my poverty, no financial support for me, as a woman I can't able to bare all the sufferings, even I don't have own house I'm leaving in rent house from my childhood onwards, my parents also not having any financial support and my mother is working in hotel to meet my younger brother education.I need some solutions for education loan repayment, If the bank people forcing to re- pay means I don't want to live in this world because already I have many loan problems and I'm paying Rs.9000 interest per month,house rent 2000 ,loan 12000 apart from this food expenses, along with this repaying total loan amount is not possible for me sir, because past 10years there is no intimation if suddenly they are telling to pay means how can I pay sir, please do the needful sir, please give me solution for this. If there is no solution for this means really committing suicide will be only solution for me sir because I cannot able to bare all these things sir. Thank you sir.