FREEDOM to LIVE, LOVE and DREAM
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"The belief, work, and efforts you have done to get closer to your goal and success will definitely complete. My best wishes are with you."
"Making a wish become true is a long and hard path, and you ought to ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ want it, or you will lose hope and only gain defeat and sad tears. ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ you can make everything possible, ᴡᴏʀᴋ ʜᴀʀᴅ every second of your life. ꜰɪɢʜᴛ your fear and turn pain into ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀ. ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ give up... your destiny knows where to go."
"Make a wish. Take a chance. Make a change. If you can dream it, you can ᴅᴏ it."
My name is Lena, and I am currently fighting the hardest battle of my life. In my childhood I have been an abuse victim, which led me to develop BPD and PTSD. These disorders caused further suffering during the school years, where I found strength and courage in the work of a man who indirectly managed to pull me out of my depression and start working to become the person I am today.
But soon enough, all the trust I put in this man was shattered, and with it my PTSD worsened dangerously. For 13 years, no therapy nor medication could cure the increasing mental and physical pain I lived with everyday.
Through these 13 years I tried everything I could, yet nothing seemed to work.
Then, this man came back out, and proceeded to break my heart and trust further.
On July 14th, 2016 I attempted suicide by overdose.
On July 15th, 2016 I attempted suicide once more by slitting my veins.
Even my therapist could not figure out a way to help me... aside from facing the issue, and finding a solution along with this man.
One month later, I had the perfect occasion to meet this man: I took my very first flight for 16 hours and made the first contact with him on May 21st, 2017.
Once more, on July 3rd, 2017 I fled back to his country, and I'm currently living here, without knowing the language, the culture or the customs, only to find a solution.
I cannot keep silent anymore. I cannot sacrifice my happiness any longer.
On July 21st, 2017, once speaking with a side company related to his work, he responded to my first email. His words were: "I wish to help. Tell me how."
On July 27th, 2017, after sending him a long letter, explaining how I wanted to find a solution in order to take my pain without disappointing others, he responded once more. His words were: "What has been done in the past cannot be changed. It's not possible to do anything for Lena alone. I fear disappointing fans. I do not know how to help you."
One more message was sent, with no response from him.
My translator then proceeded to send him another message, to which he responded saying that his response was the same as July 27th's, and that from now on he would stop responding to emails on this matter.
To him, I am alone and worthless. Without any support, or any proof that I have support, my pain, my fight and my efforts mean less than zero to him.
Help me raise my voice. Help me get rid of this pain. Help me prove this man that my battle is NOT worthless, and that I am NOT alone.
I came all the way here just for this.
I am not going back home empty-handed.
I'm not going back home without a compromise.
Help me keep fighting. Stand with me.
#FightOn #StopThePain #DontGiveUp #LenaIsNOTAlone #IStandWithLena
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